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Lyrics

VERSE 1
I'm not ashamed
But afraid to admit
I just can't let go
This is my twitch
I feel no control
When it comes to this
I feel no control
When it comes to this

My great downfall
I long of bliss, and
When I say goodbye
You're so dearly missed
I lose all control
When it comes to this
I lose all control
When it comes to this

CHROUS
I burned the leaf of a four leaf clover
Tricked my mind so that I think I'm sober
Scream my lungs out, I think it's over
Moments like these could last forever

VERSE 2
It's not my fault
But who's to blame
My music is
All that remains
These words and rhymes
Will keep me sane
These words and rhymes
Will keep me sane

These words and rhymes
Will spare the pain
And when I say goodbye
Please stay away
Cause with your return
I'll go insane
With your return
I'll go insane

(CHROUS)

BRIDGE x3   
I, I know my dreams
But I can't sleep
But I can't sleep

(CHROUS)

VERSE 1
Always something wrong
They say I don’t belong
I think they’re right
And now my walls are breaking from
This ledge I’m dancing on
To finally wake me up for real
You say I don’t belong
I think you’re wrong
Because I always stop to

PRECHORUS
Spin in circles
Spin in circles
Spin in circles
Spin in circles

CHORUS
I think, I’m bout to unwind
As I realize, I’m losing my mind
And I don’t know, where there could be to go from here
But no fear my dear as I’m willfully, cheerfully
And I even, ask for one more sir please
When I, get hit the face but
Soon another voice in my head will take my place
Will take my place, Oh

VERSE 2
Where do I begin
I’m losing track of this
I feel I’m different than
These pills they’ve dressed me in
Mr. Sir Dr. please
Tell me there’s nothing wrong with me
You say I don’t belong
I think you’re wrong
Because I always stop to

(PRECHORUS)
(CHORUS)

RAP
Hey crowd!
And welcome to the carnival town
Because his life has become a circus of stair downs and warehouses
Chak full off empty promises and crazy things his foster mama did while on Klonopin
Drama said, they do not like the things he had did
He had did… Ya better check ya gramma kid
He said she be dead and God rest her soul
Before their response he was eating from the dog bowl
He likes to meditate in mornings and then tell all his awful stories to his freaking brother
THANK YOU SIR MAY I HAVE ANOTHER
They said his mind was affected by the grass
He smokes? No they caught him sharing food with cows when cars pass

BRIDGE
And I think I’m bout to unwind
As I realize, I’m losing my mind
And I don’t know where there could be to go from here
But no fear my dear as I’m willfully, cheerfully
And I even ask for one more sir please
When I get hit the face but
Soon another voice in my head
SOON ANOTHER VOICE IN MY HEAD

(CHORUS)

VERSE 1
I could take you back
To the times we had
Under foggy starlight
When the good turned bad
When another drink
Would help dull the pain
For just one moment
We were not insane

Pre-Chorus
And I inhale, but the air's to thick
And it's filled with illusions
And parlor tricks
But I swear my favorite, of seconds gone
Was waking up, with you laying on

CHORUS
It's been another, painful summer
As I wonder why
I ask the mirror, how she feels inside
And as I ponder, feeling somber,
Through the shadow and the thunder
I get myself back to the daily grind, but still I wonder why

VERSE 2
You have your reasons
When you walk away
I tell myself
When you come back you'll stay
But repeating patterns
And our selfish pride
Will have you leaving
With me wondering why

(Pre-Chorus)

(CHORUS)

BREAKDOWN
And still I wonder why (x4)

(QUIET CHORUS)
(CHORUS)

OUTRO
And still I wonder why (x4)

Verse 1
I’m stuck in groundhogs day
One Color short of a rainbow
Tired and sick of the hearsay
Out of touch with the tempo
An open book you’re blank pages
Please say what your name is
I’m crazy holding all this patience
Every breath is my suspense

Chorus 1
I’d risk it all to know
If you see me or a shadow
I’d risk it all to know
Where this is gonna go
I’d risk it all to know

Verse 2
Are you back or am I chasin
Another fork that I am facin
Are you the one, are you my mission
Your clouds fill of indecision
One more time will you tell me
If I ask, will you speak
One more time hear my plea
If I ask am I weak

Chorus 2
I’d risk it all to know
If you see me or a shadow
I’d risk it all to know
I’d risk it all to know
I’d risk it all to know

Bridge:
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ooooooooooooo

Outro
I’d risk it all to know
I’d risk it all to know
I’d risk it all to know
I’d risk it all to know
I’d risk it all to…..

Verse 1:
Have you ever been caught, in a mid-morning daze
With an odd expression like your starin into space
The look on your face, is get me outta this place
Your jolted awake, and rainin down is the haze from your friends
Think it’s never gonna end, then your zonin out again
You realize that’s when, your on your ass
Goin insane, talkin to yourself, all while
The teacher’s askin you a question in class, screamin your name

Chorus:
Day dreaming, the lives we want to live
All screamin, those things we never did

Verse 2:
If you understand me, you’re half way there
It’s absolutely natural for you to be scared
But I do not care, no my soul will not tear
This dream you have is possible, so don’t fear the
Fear itself, can go take a hike, it’s all hype
But you’re not so go be like Mike
And be the Air Jordan of what you want to be
And don’t mind all the haters that refuse to see, but don’t be

(Chorus)
Verse 3:
Now my friends, don’t hang your heads
Don’t dread the day, and don’t die in your beds
I get it, we must live the life we want before were dead
And if not for real, we can do it in our heads
But while you day dream, or sleep, either way
You’ll find it quite empty, as the years pass away
So you better wake up, and mark the day
That you decided to be you, and not, take it to the grave

(Chorus)
Outro
da da da DA Da (X16)
Outro
Day dreaming the lives we want to live
All screaming those things

INTRO
If you think it’s best
I’ll pretend I never miss all of the times I held your hands
And the times I’d never regret the things we did

VERSE 1
When the leaves turn red
I’ll remember the way you said goodbye with a dull rushed kiss
My eyes lied to my heart again
And I sense this could be tragic
I can feel my chest rush into a panic
I really hope I don’t get sick
Cause my stomach kills from the lies you fed me

CHORUS
I feel that I’ve been here before
And I sense that I’ve been overlooked
Is that my heart beating on the floor
It must’ve fallen out
It must’ve fallen out
And I’m a little bit scared that you’ve grown bored
You’re not the first pretty girl that I’ve adored
Is that my heart beating on the floor
It must have fallen out
It must have fallen out
It must have fallen out
When you shut the car door

VERSE 2
Did you ask, Am I mad? HAAA
Well I don’t if I’m angry, but you drove me crazy
And you tossed around my head
Perhaps be more Pacific, really
Can’t you tell that I’m not with it
Can’t you hear my thoughts rush into a panic
I really hope I don’t get sick
Cause my stomach kills from the lies you fed me

CHORUS

Da da da a-million times

BRIDGE
I don’t give a flying saucer
Took me away
Played with my brain
Now I’m insane

CHORUS

INTRO
Hello out there, can you hear my song today?
I didn’t turn the page
I haven’t turned the page
I just keep writing down, down thinking about
When it was 5 AM at the song parade
VERSE 1 - Sam
I think you wore red that day, blushing face
And when you smile, it brings out the colors in your eyes
They shine so bright like the middle of the night
Meet my eyes
Your quiet mystery puts us at stake
If you don’t show me something, I’ll be on my way for now
Till everybody sings

CHORUS
What’s that sound?  What’s that sound?
Pretty girl, Turn around
It’s 5 o’clock AM at the song parade
Sing for me, I’ll sing for you
We’ll live a lie like lovers do
And we won’t last the day that I stop singing

VERSE 2 - Sam
Was it skinny love this time?
Here come the lies
Say you can read my mind? well I can hear your heart
And it’s screaming at me, I’m gonna lose it all this time
And then I’ll lose my mind
Then you’ll move on, and I will write a song
And if you show me something, I will hide the pain inside
While everybody sings

CHORUS
What’s that sound?  What’s that sound?
Pretty girl, Turn around
It’s 5 o’clock AM at the song parade
Sing for me, I’ll sing for you
We’ll live a lie like lovers do
And we won’t last the day that I stop singing

RAP VERSE – Jake Spoerl
It’s early in the morning
I’m standing in line
And I can see it every single time I close my eyes
The day’s finally come to show off my gifts and talents
Until like lighting you struck and knocked me off my balance
For many of us there it was quite a short road
Almost everybody was in there cars headed home
Little did we know, while we were bathin in gold
Our end was already set, our hearts were already broke
And I could never understand why it went so wrong
Were you just too young? Was the drive to long?
Did we move to fast? Was it your haunted past?
I know I did everything that I could to make it last
And when you stopped singin I held onto you tight
But when I stopped singin you went out like a light
I could see it in your eyes, you gave up on me! How?
I was still fightin, but you fuckin(freaken) let me bleed out
And lookin back now it was a beautiful dream
But I will no longer mix up fantasy with reality
Till the day you wake up, I’m outty girl! I’m gone!
And even if that day comes, by then I may not be alone!

Chorus – Quiet chorus, sam, sarah, and piano

CHORUS – normal

VERSE
This is Bob, Bob had a Dad and
Dad and Bob were really sad
He couldn’t play sports like the other kids
Cause he broke every bone in half his limbs
And now he walks with a funny grin
He puts on for the kids at school
And prays all day they won’t see through
oooooo
It’s the sad truth

CHORUS
But Dad said Bob, son, don’t be sad cause
Someday soon your time will come
And all the kids will chant your name
And you won’t need this world to blame
For all the days that got you down
And Bob said Dad, please stick around
Your words they mean the world to me
I can’t wait to be the best that I can be
oooooooo
Cause I believe in me

RAP
This is Bob
Bob Says Hi
This is Bob when a car goes by
He latches on and holds it tight
And won’t let go with all his might
He wants to be free and get passed all the days
When he played victim
Never really was sick when he stayed home from school
Having nothing else to do
But now he’s even sicker
He doesn’t even go
He stays at home and spends his days tryna find his happy place
Down by the bay
Where he has a stack of hay
And makes things out of clay
They say last night he even built a dinosaur
And rode that shit to Hollywood
They put him on the big screen
And all night long he got to sing
All night long he got to sing
All night long he got to sing

(CHORUS)

OUTRO
Mom and dad bought Bob a ukulele
And told him kid you’ll go so far
And went to all his shows
And soon they learned to sing along
And now Bob sings up on the stage
And tries so hard to make a change
Cause he has seen such better days
This world has seen such better days
But mom, and dad, and Bob believe

Verse 1: (Sam)
We're forced to live our lives
being judged and criticized
they feed us all their lies
but we see right through their lies
The days are passin by
can we seize the moment tonight
So pretty are your eyes
So wonderful your eyes

Pre-chorus:
What will happen now
With the world, upside down
Sing With me now

Chorus:
When you’re with me
You don’t have to worry baby
You’ll be my alibi, you see
And you don’t have to cry cause we
We’re not caught up in lies they speak
We’ll be stuck in our own dreams
Livin life the way we please
I’ll never have to lie
Cause you’re my alibi
You’re my alibi

Verse 2: (Sarah)
Our love is like the day
Bright and full play
But as the night draws near
it fills me with fear
And though the sun goes down
there's no need to frown
holds hands with me
and together we will sing

Prechorous:
Sing up to the stars
as we learn who we are
without you, I am scarred

Chorus:
When you’re with me
You don’t have to worry baby
I’ll be your alibi, you see
And you don’t have to cry cause we
We’re not caught up in lies they speak
We’ll be stuck in our own dreams
Livin life the way we please
I’ll never have to lie
Cause you’re my alibi
You’re my alibi

Rap Verse (double tempo)
Sometimes I catch myself,
Thinkin about the things I've done
Taken measure of what I've lost
And bringin together, what I've won
Is it to late, for me to see straight
Lookin left n' right at the hate
People bringing on a rain of pain
Our lives are never gonna be the same
And you play your way with your head games
Even Professor X thinks your lame
But I will not stop until you’re dropped
And your fuckin ego is popped
Cause this new girl makes my world shine
I’ll write about her in my rhymes
While we hold hands, lock eyes and touch lips
On shoulders were cryin

Bridge:
So pretty are your eyes
They see right through the lies
So wonderful your eyes

Chorus:
When you’re with me
You don’t have to worry baby
You’ll be my alibi, you see
And you don’t have to cry cause we
We’re not caught up in lies they speak
We’ll be stuck in our own dreams
Livin life the way we please
I’ll never have to lie
Cause you’re my alibi
You’re my alibi

Outro:
When you’re with me
You don’t have to worry baby
We’ll live life the way we please
I’ll never have to lie
Cause you’re my alibi
You’re my alibi

Verse 1
So nowadays everything just seems fascinating
Our days are fun as jumpin on our mattress springs all of us singing
But there’s days I wonder if I could be doin something more
During the lingering tv times while eating, cause I am bored
Well, I could sit here n’ say oh well
Or let my phone cast a spell
Tv and Social Media’s
Keepin us all in mass hysteria
So meet your eyes with mine and listen to my story now
And I will answer it’s easy after you ask the question how
How do I stop wasting my time and find and live my passions dream
Well for starters you could get your face out of the fricken screen

Pre-Chorus
Let’s take this moment, to show who we are
Let’s light our phones up like we’re reaching the stars

Chorus
Hold your phone up high
Sway it back and forth
Let’s light up the sky
With our LED torch
Don’t you fear the crowd
Or the hurtful words they say
Put your favorite song on,
It will be okay
It will be okay

Verse 2
Oh man here I am again
Falling victim to the system
But I won’t be workin
A 9 to 5 a boss usurpin
Observin all my behaviors
I’m in the game, but I’m not a playa
When I get home I don’t want to
Have to lie about how my day was
I wanna love what I’m doin
I don’t need no more schoolin
Not chasin my dream is making me
Lose my soul, no foolin
I'm getting out of all this
I have no doubt about it
I’m rhyming words for kids
Who haven't the slightest idea what their dream is
So I won’t leave ya behind
I’ll help ya reach for the sky
Start turning impossibles
Into the guaranteed and more

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

Bridge (x5)
Breathe your life
Throw some stones
Feel the Drums
You’re not alone
You’re not alone

Big Chorus
Hold your phone up high
Sway it back and forth
Let’s light up the sky
With our LED torch
Don’t you fear the crowd
Or hurtful words they say
Put your favorite song on,
It will be okay

Outro
It will be okay
It will be okay
It will be okay
It will be okay
It will be okay
It will be…

INTERLUDE
WHAT WHAT
WHAT WHAT
WHAT WHAT
WHAT WHAT

VERSE 1
I don’t give a care for this pretty long hair
All I ever did was care
Never got me anywhere, no no
Won’t be another blonde freak show (what what! what what!)
I’ll take another selfie just to feel that I am worthy
To be comfortable in my own skin
Stupid face, try again
You’ll never make it with these kids (what what!)

CHORUS
Yeah my brothers sit outside and close their eyes
To become the change they wish to see in life
They say it shouldn’t be this way
NO NO WAY
NO NO WAY
They say there’s kids without a face to call their own
No No No
No one, to save their beautiful souls
And all they ever say is

(INTERLUDE)

VERSE 2
I don’t really care for your perfect fake hair
Thousand dollar underwear
All you ever do is care, oh oh
Don't be another dumb blonde joke (what what! what what!)
Don’t take another selfie
Don’t you know that you are worthy
To be comfortable in your own skin
Stupid girl, think again
You’re worth so much more than this (what what!)

(CHORUS)

WHAT WHAT
WHAT WHAT
WHAT WHAT
WHAT!

BRIDGE
Lets all go outside and close our eyes
To become the change we wish to see in life
Because it shouldn’t be this way
No No Way

ALTERNATE CHORUS
Lets all go outside
And close our eyes to become the change we wish to see in life
Because it shouldn’t be this way
No No Way
No No Way
We see their’s kids without a place
To call their home
No No No
No one to save their beautiful souls
No No No No
And all they ever say is

OUTRO
WHAT WHAT
WHAT WHAT
WHAT WHAT
WHAT!

CHROUS
I keep your picture on my phone
The only truth I've ever know
Is in the way you look at me
Even when I feel so lost
I've been stuck between the lines
Been this way for most my life
I'm just searching for the truth
I'll save my breath to look at you
I keep your picture on my phone

VERSE 1
I guess the stars are bleeding out tonight
And I won't do this by myself, I've tried
And the pride will cause more pain
And the tears I bleed will feel like rain
But they'll stain my face
What a big disgrace when I come to know
I am not the same as I was before
And I don't know where I've gone
Where have I gone
Where have I gone today

(CHORUS)

VERSE 2
I've felt this way so many times
I don't know why I keep doing the same damn things
Thinking the same damn way
I'm contained, which implies I can't change my mind, or the way that I think, or the way that I write
I'm tired
I'm tired
And convinced I was lost and found, locked in this world
I'll save one last breath for you girl
Before you go, you should know
You're the one who means the most
I never knew I'd get so close
I keep your picture on my phone

BRIDGE
I guess I was
I guess I was lost
I never was
I never was enough
I guess I got caught up in your eyes
I guess I was
I guess I was
I guess I
I guess I was
I guess I was lost
I never was
I never was enough
I guess I got caught up in your eyes
Before I ever knew mine
But now I know
But now I know, I
Was never wrong
I only was blind
I guess I got caught up in your smile
Before I ever had my own

(CHORUS)

VERSE 1
I made a wish that I could fly far away
So high up in the sky
Just to put my soul in my telescope
Look down and find a place to create some hope in my life
I looked up to see the blinding sun
It said the world it frowns for you because
You mean more to us than you mean to yourself
If you would put your sad days on the shelf you could help

CHORUS
But we all drive so fast we get lost in our tracks
Till we run out of gas
Torn and stuck in the past that’s you, and me
If you know what I mean
Maybe we could feel free

VERSE 2
I told my friends of a long lost plan to try and fit this world into our hands
But it left me here with the girl I love
And her eyes were always more than enough for me
I looked up into the sky and said
I’m not afraid to die but I still want to live my life
So leave us be tonight
Cause I will feel this way for the rest of my time here

(CHORUS)

BRIDGE
I made a wish that I could fly far away
So high up in the sky
Just to put my soul in my telescope
Look down and find a place to create some hope in my life
But we all drive so fast we get lost in our tracks
Till we run out of gas
Torn and stuck in the past that’s you, and me
If you know what I mean

(CHORUS)

VERSE 1

We look out to the crowd at a sea of faces
Skimming through the unfamiliar, empty spaces

When the drums come crashing in, we'll miss your smile
As your son kept the beat it helped you stay for a while

You wanted us to be all we could be
So in your memory, we will live our dreams

PRECHORUS
We always tell our music stories
Though words and rhymes of
Failure and glory
But this time we have no words to say
This time our words just can’t explain

CHORUS (instrumental)

VERSE 2
Now we're stuck here wondering how this happened
We wish we could but we know can't go back then

We all live in fear, so who's to blame you
There's no right to judge, when we weren't in your shoes

This world's messed up and no one seems to care
Forget those words it's time we make life fair

(PRECHORUS)

(CHORUS) (instrumental)

BRIDGE (x3)
We’ll be strong
It won’t be long
Until we meet again

OUTRO
We always tell our music stories
Though words and rhymes of
Failure and glory
But this time we have no words to say